Dear Sayang*again

-This means I'm tired with pukal but I'm not tired with you guyz :) -

Dear dya and (....), I can't stop crying since last night . I do stop but then I started to cry again . I don't know why and I need an answer now . Last time when I was crying both of you will be next to beside me . (....) will lend me his shoulder and Dya will try hard to persuade me , and I'll laugh when you guyz said , "Luar tough , dalam sensetiv" . Haha , okay I admit , I'm not that tough though I look like :p
(....) , don't be mad , I'm not crying because of them . I swear I'm not ! I'm just sad bcoz I'm to stupid . As you can see , I look like I'm desperate to be friend with them as I didn't realise I have you , your mother , your dad , your brother and all friends that you introduce to me they treat better then my friend that I call 'BESTFRIEND' . Anyway , thanks for making me cry when you call yesterday . It was cruel but if that's the way to make it work I accept it and as you wish , I'll be stronger now . The reason why I'm weak bcuz I'm tired of all this 'betraying' thing-ing ! Dude , I'm so old rite ? haha . but you love me that way . kaan ? Lastly , I hope you won't do the same thing keyh . and I believe you won't . You're my guardian angel kaan :)
Dya , I break my promise . I'm crying for something that are useless . Owh , I always remember how you comfort me . Haha . Kita selalu kena kata lesbo partner but I don't really care cuz we're not kaan ! You always said , "we are gorgeous"! Yes we're ! I miss you like hell ! Do come in my dreams okay , you're welcome and I'm pleasure to have you in my dreams :)